post-prelims
post-prelim life. nth much lahh. i'm stuck being cinderella at home. c'mon make some dates with me! invite me to a ball! before the clock strikes twelve and party ends this thursday. the agonizing revelation of results. am armed with packets of tissue in my bag. okay i'm ready. yes. so yesterday. awesome time at gen's place. a lot of feelin', homeys and dogs. oh and brokeded nose and hilarious cheerleaders. my gosh. haha xin, la, mel (the pampered girls who occupied the couch), ling, deb, lou, gen and i were in a cosy room for a cool movie marathon. not bad, had my fair share of eye candy. pleasant time swooning, gushing and raving. lovely. but my #1 is on my vcd at home lahh. :Dwhich reminds me. never thought i'd say this but dreams are painful. it hurts darn bad when you wake and realise everything never really happened. like ouch. it was this fabulous dream i had lahh. with my #1. looking damn good. (: felt so super real. unfortunately reality had to spoil it all. tried to go back to sleep to relive the moments spent together but ended up having a whole new dream altogether. cant stand it. he's gorgeous lahh, undeniably very much sought after.
lately i've been trying to sort out some irony. "be yourself": if the "self" i am supposed to be is someone that a person wants me to be, i wont actually be myself already, will i? "know your limits. dont go too far": but if i dont go further, how will i know what's my limit? thought-provoking.
anyway cant get the song more than words out of my head. gen says its for a guy to sweet talk a girl lahh but mushy as it is, i like it.
/ eye to eye.
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